I think for now, I'll resume the one book I've decided to start reading by myself, and try to relax.
It's been very stressful thinking about how I feel like I'm behind everyone, and how I always feel misinterpreted and a bit infantilised, but I should try to wind down atleast during this small break from school.
Should also mention... I'm enjoying this book more than I thought! Who knew reading things that aren't enforced by school and also 200 years old could be so fun? ...yeah I'm fairly late to that party, but better late than never, I will try to enjoy this "new" found medium to the fullest.
Last night, I'd also played some videogames for the first time in like 2 weeks, nice being back.